Chopin
Chopin, 2019, August 02 at 22:06
AGAIN

I've been searching for words to describe what I'm going through right now, but sadly I didn't find anything, so I thought maybe talking about it, in general, can help isn't? I've been afraid to ask him for about more than a year now, about how he feels about me when I finally have courage to do [...]
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Chopin
Chopin, 2019, August 01 at 22:37
NO TITLE

Yea, it's been a while. but I feel empty again and I tried to talk to friends but I don't get better, the worst thing is I feel like no one understand me if you wondering why all that, I can tell you. kind of money problem. I don't know anymore if my parents have the money or not it seems that dad can [...]
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Chopin
Chopin, 2019, July 05 at 06:37
LOST THE FIGHT.

It's been a week now I've been write in my laptop because i did want to let this anger inside me to help a bit to write a story or something but it didn't so i come back to the only thing and place where i do found safe because no one really knows my identity. so it's been a big week and a hard one [...]
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Chopin
Chopin, 2019, June 26 at 17:28
ANOUTHER DAY

I just wake up and everything goes wrong why all the people just run out money, si money gives u what u need? cuz i don't have it and same time i want it i don t know i am just shocked that we can split the relationships because of money it's necessarily anymore to pretend ... ALL OF U RUN FOR MONEY [...]
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Chopin
Chopin, 2019, June 26 at 04:27
GOING TO PARADISE.

have that feeling that i should write something .. write before i explore all those feelings inside keep me fighting for things that i already don't want .. it's not the subject why i am here now.. dear diaries sometimes i feel like u live better than me like i am not saying i don't want them anymore [...]
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Chopin
Chopin, 2019, June 23 at 17:51
FALLING

is it my fault ? is it my fault cause i look like him i act like him is it my fault that i am not good daughter to u ? i don't know anymore if it's or not searching for answers that no one want to give, really hate the way i live, really every piece of my life ... i need someone that's already [...]
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Chopin
Chopin, 2019, June 12 at 21:33
I'm-Tearing-To-Pieces.

Same thing comes up again to my life summer began and i can't even injoy it . there's no school there's no place , run away too i'm stacking here inside that house ya they called him home but i don't feel like it's my home it's really not mom's here looking at me like what the hell are you thinking [...]
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sierrahomen
sierrahomen, 2019, June 03 at 18:07
June 3rd, 2019

June 3rd, 2019 Mods 1/2 Senior English. Something about summer time always gets me excited! Maybe it's because of the warm weather, the gathering of friends my birthday or even Pride month! Either way, I'm excited to see what the future holds for me. This may be too personal but I'm not graduating this [...]
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un anonyme
anonymous, 2019, May 29 at 14:20
Wednesday 29 May 2019
Another day comes with more stress. My hands are shaking just typing this, the annoyance of not being able to do something that I should be able to gets to me. I shouldn't be this riled up, think think. A band of light shines at the top of my head, it's warmth making me acutely aware of the sensations [...]
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un anonyme
anonymous, 2019, May 28 at 16:28
Tuesday 28 May 2019
Today is just one more step towards a final destination. Whether that destination is soon or far off, it's coming. Sometimes I get overwhelmed with the fact that I am going to be ejected into the world as an adult really for the first time after I graduate and leave school. It hurts sometimes, scares [...]
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Knackers
Knackers, 2019, May 22 at 01:08


Wednesday 22 May 2019

Epclusa day 13
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Forgotten
Forgotten, 2019, May 20 at 23:35
i love you.

Am I the only one who gets disgusted by my own beauty; I stare at my face in the mirror and I wanna rip it off. I love you. I love you so bad that it hurts. It hurts so bad that I want to burn the entire [...]
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Knackers
Knackers, 2019, May 10 at 07:28


First day of treatment (EPCLUA)

First day of the treatment EPCLUA $ 12547.29 a bottle 30 tabs
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Chopin
Chopin, 2019, May 08 at 19:58
Let it to burn them all

With no hellos and no goodbyes. I always talk about that sadness deep inside me, I always thought that I'm the only one that felt like that but I saw many interviews and many Instagrams comments [...]
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Paige
Paige, 2019, May 05 at 03:57
Today the first entry

I'm hoping this will work. This is a test entry so far. We will see how it works. Yes it works! OK then, we will see how it goes.
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