There we go again , i feel like my life is a mess i feel lonely maybe with all that people who talk to me and want or pretend to be my friend i do not need all that i just need one only one person that is trully loyal , brave , say the truth .....
There we go again wishing the impossible ... wanting what can't life give u .......
should i go ?
Leave u all ??
go to heaven cz even all what i did i know that God gonna forgive me ooh he's my only friend ... he always listing to my stories and all that shit that i said with no complinig how lucky am i to have u as a friend
hahaha writting leating tears drop over those cheks ...
even with all that crying i still smile am i okay ?
Am i normal ?
Please talk ????
don't let me here talking to myself !!!
SHOULD I GO TO DOCTOR ..
Or shoul i stop writting .....
Hahaha i'm jus childesh i guess ..
i don't know what i want and i don't know what i don't want ...
ops and here u are you brown hair and those eyes you just so sooooo handsome uhmmm
i think i should go ..
i wish that u had the power to read this and know that i'm alone without u, i wish that u had the power to read this and read it again and know that i'm the one who writte all this cz of u .....
The more i hate u the more i became like u
the more i want u the more u goooo far far from me
i want u and i don't think u want me to
so instead of talk to u
i talk to u but not u .. i talk to your soul ..... to your heart ........after all i talk to you and that the matter .... you're the one who made me like this and i think you're the only one that can save me and i'm waiting for you , my prince.