So, I violated my no drinking policy again and my not eating crap policy again. I was doing pretty good actually until my assignment today and it just stressed me the fuck out. So what do I do? I do how do I deal with it? VODKA... Yep! So now I I remember that I don't get shit done when I'm drinking and generally speaking it makes me feel like crap makes me feel lonely. UGG. When will I learn? I need to get a motherfucking life.